Have you ever felt like you should be doing more with life than what you are doing? I’ve been feeling this way for a long time. Many people who know me would think I’m crazy for even saying that.
For 14 years I have been a self-employed private music teacher and professional musician. I love what I do.
Teaching people how to play the violin, viola, and sing are all things I absolutely love.
Being able to teach others is a blessing and an honor for me.
I also specialize in playing wedding ceremonies. So many people dream of their wedding day and imagine what it will be like to walk down the aisle, and I get to be that person that plays the music. It’s such a privilege. All these things are great, but I still feel like I need to be getting out there in a more significant way.
I’ve done a lot of healing work over the years. Healing my childhood, healing past relationships, and really trying to tune in and learn about myself. As I’ve done this work, my spiritual gifts started to emerge. I began working with a spiritual life coach, and I began to learn how to use my gifts.
As I opened up, I only shared my experiences with the people who were closet to me for fear that I would be stoned. Now I know that no one would be dragging me down to the town square and stoning me to death for being able to see and communicate with spirit. I was so afraid of what people would think of me if I told them I talked to my angels and guides and fairies really do exist. I was so scared no one would speak to me ever again, and I would be all alone.
What I have come to understand is the people who cannot support me for who I am, are not people worth having in my life. Have I fully accepted and embraced this idea yet? Honestly no, but it is getting a little easier to let go every day. I know that as I let those people go, I am opening the door for people who will see me for who I am.
I am ready. I am ready to leave my comfort zone and step out into the world as ME.
I am ready to allow people to see me for who I am. I am ready to open my arms and invite people into my life who see and love me for me. It is such a freeing feeling to open my heart to all the possibilities this world can give.
I’m excited to share this journey and embrace all that life has to offer. My creative juices are flowing, and I’m ready to share with the world.